Just another random, depressing entry

5:35 PM

I think I must have stated at this page for a few minutes, not knowing what to "pen down" (or rather type on my touch screen haha).. It's been too long since I've blogged regularly. But I'm gonna try and get back into the flow of things.

Looking for a job was probably the worst time I have ever been through in my life. But I know that when I start work, worse times are waiting for me.

I'm still really blur and not tactful.. I wonder if I have grown as a person these four years in university. If I had, I probably would have gotten the jobs that I wanted. Alas, I didn't. Actually, I still don't know what I want to do. I know what I don't want to do, but I may not have the skills for the other jobs out there.

I don't know the point of this entry but I'm just really sad. I started thinking about the reason for our existence on Earth.. And that's really depressing.

I'm not living my life the way I thought I would be.. So I am dissatisfied. What can I do to change it? Almost nothing. Not now.

Maybe I should just stop wondering and start living my life.. Yeah. I should.