quiz quiz quiz

12:35 AM

im bored. i lied. didn't take my drowsy medicine yet so im not drowsy. yet.
so i ripped this quiz off mel's blog to do. so bored.

#1. Are you a chinese or english freako?
Chinese!! :D urgh. stop calling me PRC puhhhlease.

#2. If time is going to stop; what would you possibly do for that time?
erm. sleep?

#3. Prefer a playpool or playground?
it depends on my mood actually. if i feel like getting wet then playpool :D

#4. Do you usually gossip others; or being gossiped?
gossip others lah! lol. i don't think people gossip about me.. cuz i'm quite plain.

#5. Do you like simple or complicated stuff?
simple.. cuz i don't like to use my head sometimes. but sometimes complicated stuff can be really interesting (:

#6. Do you tackle numbers better; or alphabets?
no numbers please!!!! -runs away- i like words. words are powerful.

#7. What makes you pissed off?
anything can make me pissed at the wrong time (agrees with mel)

#8. How’s your childhood?
hmmm.. fun? although im an only child, i think i had a lot a lot of playmates.

#9. Do you have inspiration without perspiration?
well... depends. i can be quite dense sometimes. and i keep working at something for a very long time but i get no inspiration. sometimes it happens.

#10. Do you think 24hours is too long, short or just okay?
erh. do i have a say in this?!

#11. Would you judge people by their appearance?
yup.

#12. What is attractive in your eyes?
a nice smile.. confidence but not arrogance.

#13. Do you like day or night, explain why?
i have no special preference. depends on what i'm doing.

#14. Do you treasure stuffs that you own, or have insatiable desires?
i try to treasure... but i end up wanting more everytime.

#15. If your computer hanged up; with a long long document not being saved; how would you react?
Panic, curse, close my eyes, take a deep breath and retype the document.=/

#16. Do you believe in miracles? Or was it longed predestined?
erh?! i believe in destiny :D miracles don't seem to work for me. my faith in miracles has died long ago.

#17. Do you often tend to forget the past; or trying hard to do so?
it's hard to forget. very hard.

#18. In your mind, why colours are out there?
huh.

#19. Have you ever pitied those who are real pitiful; and shed tears for them; etc?
yepp.. i have ultra active tear glands.

#20. Describe yourself as in attitude?
erm. i choose to think that i'm friendly, outgoing.. stubborn..
and i can be very fierce and mean sometimes.. but i don't mean what i say most of the time

#21. Do you suddenly lose the grasp of hope to survive as yet?
rarely.

#22. Give 3 advantages when you get to live?
1. you get to see all the pretty stuff?
2. you get to experience emotions that make you human
3. aiyah. living is good.

#23. What is your ambition in life?
earn lotsa money to give my parents & myself a good life
be happy
find someone to share my life with

#24. Do you believe in horoscope etc?
yes! i do. sparingly though.

#25. Describe music in your life.
Music is..................... indispensible :D

#26. Which country would you like to go; when you can afford it?
Vienna (sp?)

#27. What do you think blogging is about?
for me to crap and emo when nobody else is around..
actually also to show people stuff.
good stuff, bad stuff.

#28. What kind of style are you trying to get hold of?
ermmm.. i dont know leh. -blur-

#29. When you fail a test, how will you react?
fail jiu fail lor. emo for 5 minutes and go for retail therapy.

#30. Pass this to 8 friends; for them to get it done.
wenjie, kwang guan, weechern, jiahao, xinyi, jialin, peishan, yuntian
(ok no im not serious. don't do.)

US! :D
and the huuuuuge pink candyfloss-looking christmas tree

i'm missing...

12:59 AM

i'm back from OCIP Shanghai Nov 2006 (:
i'm a proud member of TEAM B at Yu Cai School!

will post pictures as soon as i get them from the others.
i lost my digicam, adidas jacket and my spectacles during the trip.
it was as if a black cloud hovered above my head lah. zz
but the teammates were supportive and reaaally nice to me.
i'm thankful. (: very grateful for this bunch of people.

i'm missing the polarbear/mafia nights with the whole team already.
i'm missing the ban-luck nights when lan baobao and i combined forces.. $_$
i'm missing the adorable children at the school..
i'm missing the cold weather of Shanghai..
i'm missing my room-mate Joanne's cuteness and smile..
i'm missing the neck-breaking long naps we had on the bus rides..
i'm missing the awfully salty food..
i'm missing the glutinous rice dumpling and char siew puff we had for breakfast almost every morning..
i'm missing the bargaining and shopping..
i'm missing the way we can see each other just by going out of our rooms..
i'm missing the magic tricks that USED to fascinate me..

most importantly, i'm missing the people who made this trip so enjoyable for me.
i hope we'll stay close even after this whole thing wraps up.
the memories from this trip, i will carry with me for the rest of my life.
Thank you. all of you (:

Jiahao.jiawei.algernon.kaiern.yuntian.gwendolyn.xinyi.dominique.peishan.elaine.Mr Lee.jonathan.joanne.xinwei.yushan.kimmin.qianlei.miss chua.miss liew.junquan.maodun.chunkang.XiAn.grace.WuFan.Miss Tan.mingren.jianmin.

(that's according to their rooming!)

i'm a blessed girl. YYY

byebye <3

9:16 PM

i'm leaving..

kinda nervous actually. no. very.
it has been a horribly long time since i've been on a plane.
and.. final destination scares me.

i'm gonna miss all my friends.. and my family..
boo. iTunes is playing some sad song now.

i looked through my childhood pictures just now. so carefree..
lol.
i had an obsession with cameras since young.
many photos showed me using a camera to take photos of other people.
guess that obsession has stuck with me until now.

i looked horribly silly and ugly in some photos. but i looked like i was enjoying myself a great deal. now i can never allow myself to be in such candid shots, not looking my best.
guess as people grow older.. they become better actors.
posers.

(: be prepared for a whoooole lot of photos when i come back.
ten days later.

whee.

12:00 AM

im leaving on tuesday. at night.

im kinda excited now.... we all are.
haven't been on a plane for much too long. i hope the trip will be fun :D
okay fine. it will.
i wonder if there are lan centres near our hotel............... okay joking.
brrr. im quitting dota! for now. alright.

should jolly well start packing tomorrow.
i've got this cute scarf which has BALLS at the ends :D hee!
and my mom has this awfully pretty pair of gloves. very glam.
my aunt said to me, "You think you go there fashion show ah?!"
then i >.< heehehee.

alright.. i like my OCIP mates :D yep! so i guess we'll have loads of fun.
and take loads of pictures. i just hope my eyes don't become red when i wear contact lenses again.

hmmm. goodbye everyone :D i'll miss singapore.

(btw i got a haircut. my friiiiiinge T.T i look like a cun1 gu1. country woman.)

not okay.

12:08 AM

i hate to admit i'm okay
cause that's when you go away.

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i can't access the class blog webpage. at all.
some stupid active-X thingie.
nice.

never mind.

12:04 AM

when she says "never mind.."
she minds more than when she says she minds.

when she says "never mind.."
she's angrier than when she says "im angry."

when she says "never mind.."
she's hurt more badly than when she says "im hurt."

she's hurt. can't you bloody open your eyes and see?
the worst thing is when she says nothing at all.

but then people just take it as submission/nonchalance/nothing's wrong.

open your eyes. see how she's bleeding.
open your heart. feel how she's dying.

she's dying.......................

[[ the gruuuudge.

12:58 AM

my class is filled with nice people.
really nice.
and i'm thankful for that. (:
thankyou people. i love you all YYY

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watched the grudge 2 today. oh puhlease.
if it wasn't for edison i wouldn't have watched it.
luckily edison didn't die too early (:

hahha. okay. the movie has COMPLETELY no plot.
but before i talk more about the movie,
i shall tell you about the bunch of people who were sitting in front and behind us.
one word: HORRIBLE.

the bunch of girls kept putting their feet against the back of our seats.. nudging and pushing! what's their problem. and one even put her feet next to my face =/ wtf.
i was freakin pissed off. the nudging and pushing was already damn irritating. moreover, they were making all kinds of stupid noises, talking like they owned the cinema, and squealing like it was nobody's business.

when the movie started, whenever there was a scary part, they would SCREEEEAM their lungs out as if they were on a rollercoaster going downhill. =/
their deafening screams made the movie less scary for me. which is bad. i paid money for a scare.
eeloong got scared by their screams though.useless gaowei. lol.
okay. then even when the scene isn't scary, they have to scream too. i am 90% sure they were just screaming for the sake of screaming.
freakin noisy.
we kept asking them to diam. some ah bengs at the back even scolded them idiot. zz

well the people in front of me were damn entertaining. one boy turned over to his brother, screaming "rahhhhhh", hoping to scare his brother. it was damn funny. everyone around us laughed. and he kept making stupid comments or the scary choking sound that ju-on's mom makes.

yushan kept squeezing my hand throughout the whole show. and guess what, we both have sweaty palms :P eeek! hahaha.
whee shan survived her first horror movie in a long time.

ok the movie is CRAPPY.
i'd give it half a star. just because of edison.
(don't label me as a boy-crazy freak yet, the movie just doesn't have anything else to offer.)

however (this is where you get ur evaluation marks), i watched the japanese versh of ju-on 2 before. so maybe that's why the grudge 2 pales strongly in comparison. the ghosts in grudge aren't scary. seriously. they just have big eyes.
and due to the fact that there was a freakin irritating bunch of girls sitting behind me, the movie experience could have been ruined. ok. it had been ruined. =/

okay. conclusion:
don't watch it.

:(

1:09 PM

bah.
im depressed. :(
maybe i should do some self-reflection.
maybe i've been a bad bad girl.

it doesn't have to hurt this way..