oh you make me smile.

1:13 AM

i have a new-found obsession with balloons. and this following song:

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes

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This is such a beautiful song. (:

sometimes i wish i was someone like that to someone else.
was i ever? i dont think so.
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OH yes. something random: never ever wrap yourself with clingwrap in an attempt to lose weight. it's GROSS, painful, and freakin difficult to take out.

tsk, i sound like i actually tried that before.

Nice guys

11:30 PM

Many guys tell me, "Nice guys finish last."

I never really wanted to believe that, because I'd always wanted somebody nice to spend the rest of my life with, so I don't think nice guys finish last. Or I'd be wanting to spend my life with a loser.

But now that I think of it, girls really have a thing for nasty/bad/obnoxious/mean guys. yes overly mean guys can be a turn-off, but they can be funny too. and most girls have this secret desire to "see something in the guy that others can't". that the guy is actually an emo softie. that guy is actually confused, messed up, but deep inside is a really awesome chap.

and then when they think they've seen it, they fall head over heels in love. beyond redemption. but really, did she really "see" something in that guy? or was she just blinded by love.

9 out of 10 times, i would say, it's the latter. because even if there is a special quality about that guy that others don't see, SO WHAT? in the end he might still end up hurting you.

Mean guys have it easy because when they (accidentally) do or say something nice, the girl will definitely be on cloud nine. because the guy's so obnoxious, every little nice thing he does seems HUUUUUUUUUUGE. GARGANTUAN.

What about nice guys? They are alwayyyys so nice. so if they want to wow the girls, they have to seriously go out of their way to do something nice. it's so tough for them.

that being said, you know I appreciate nice guys. really, i do.

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Oh yes, some blogging material, finally:

Today i was proceeding to Pearlyn's house at Yew Tee to give her tuition. so i travelled from Braddell to Yew Tee MRT. When i got off the train at Yew Tee, this guy suddenly tapped me from behind and passed me a piece of paper which was folded.

I was quite stunned after reading it. In his exact words:

嗨! 我是你身后穿褐色衣服的男生,想进一步认识你. 希望你能给我一个机会.谢谢!
XX (His name)
96XXXXXX (His number)

Hey, I'm the guy standing behind you. Hope to know you better and wish that you give me a chance to. Thank you!
XX (His name)
96XXXXXXX (His number)

After i read it, the first thing that came to mind was, "why did you translate it!"

and then the unavoidable words came out of his mouth: "Are you local? cuz you don't look local."

i was like thinking: oh, so that's why you wrote chinese first then translated cuz you later changed your mind. -__- MAJOR TURN-OFF. cuz i really dont appreciate people saying that im not local. (hence PRC)

hahahha so i was like.. let me think about it and i'll sms you.

and as i walked off i realised that his intended destination wasn't yew tee cuz he remained on the platform to wait for another train.

HAHA hilarious. pretty sweet though. his method is very old school. VERY VERY VERY.
:D

va va vroom.

12:29 AM

"watching you makes up for lost time."

in the right context, it would be nice. like a line which came out of a movie, i guess.

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went for a spin in shan's dad's new Porsche Carrera. can go from 0-100km/h in 4.9 seconds
HAHA i am SUCH a guy.
we took some pics with the car HAHA. afterall it's not every day that you have a Porsche parked outside your house. (i wonder why her dad parks it outside though) unless you're Han Yushan :P

totally awesome.

sometimes i wonder if i'm just a boy trapped in a girl's body.
sometimes i wish i were.