king of the world.

2:40 PM

this year's birthday... well, i just have to say that i've been thoroughly touched by each and every one of my friends (:

more than 70 facebook wall posts and smses..

3 cakes..

loads of presents..

and most importantly, so much love (:

actually, the biggest gift i received this year is the gift of friendship. sometimes i wonder why my friend stick around. time after time. they never tire.

i really am a lucky girl aren't i. (:

thankyou, each and every one of you. thankyou if i forgot to thank you (smacks myself).

joke: that day a 30-year old guy asked if i was single and i said no. then he asked me what kind of guys i liked (he would "intro" guys to me). i replied: but i'm lesbian. and he never smsed me again. HAHAHHAAHAHA. guys.

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how many times can i break till i shatter? --shattered by O.A.R

best song i heard Goodfellas play at Arts House last night.

imma full-fledged timbre girl now i swear. or maybe i'm just devoted to Goodfellas. (:

HAHA freakin' candid shot.

PS: did you know botak jones is having a massive burger eating competition? anybody wants to join? i'll be going down to cover 1 or 2 events (most likely at toa payoh and orchard)

i hope i get free food :D:D (glutton in me shows)

wensi's turning old.

11:55 PM

wensi is counting down to her birthday!
those of you who still dont know what to get me, look left! (: i have a large range of requests to accede to your needs. HAHA WHAT IRONY.

HAHA.
dont get perfume though. i think some ppl are alr getting that.

(i am SO thick-skinned.) but at least im happy now aren't i.

today i received a hot pink book from my tutee. DAMN SWEET LAH (: didnt expect it frm her!

anyway..

life kinda does suck quite badly recently. it doesn't help that a particular incident left me feeling drained of all happiness.

it's kinda crazy to learn that everything you once knew, or thought you knew, just did a 180-degree turn. maybe you shouldn't have been so trusting. maybe you shouldn't have forgiven. because your forgiveness earned betrayal ultimately. wow. it sounds so drama right. surreal, i would say. or just one word: disappointment.

but nothing will dampen my spirits as i approach the biiiiig-two-zero! :D
i suddenly feel so old. (:

horrible.

11:54 AM

i'm at home today because i took an MC. duh obviously.
yesterday i had gastric pains after starving myself for a day. and then when i finally couldnt take it at night, i ordered macs. after the satisfying meal, i ended up having ACUTE gastric pains. i almost died.
then the worse came: i vomitted out all that i ate. it's the worst feeling in the world to gag and vomit at the same time because i couldn't breathe.

i feel so horrible.

how much more can my body take and what am i trying to prove?
i know i should eat at least 2 meals a day but my appetite is horrible.

this is my birthday week and yet, i feel like trash. but i'd really like to thank kim ju and dor for being there when i needed them. they'll never leave me in the lurch (:

word of the day (and days to come): horrible.