the happy kind.

11:07 PM

if only there was thirteenfourteen.

the happy kind.

the world would be a better place.

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i slept at 3am and i woke at 6:23am to go ALL THE WAY TO woodlands.
singapore sports school umpiring duty.
just for a pathetic $25!
we kept saying: qian bu hao zhuan..
$_$
really. i wont subject myself to that kinda torture ever again.
now im feeling like a zombie. and i still need to clear my bed.
I HATE IT.
why do i have SO much stuff?! it's crazy, i tell you. my wardrobe and ALL my cupboards can't hold my stuff. they have to be piled up in a corner or on my bed.
which leaves me half of the bed for sleeping. pathetic.
argh im damn grouchy now cuz i lack carbs and im sleepy.
ULTRA sleepy.

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been shopping around for prom stuff lately.. though i only need shoes.
cant find nice shoes though ):
if only i could DIY everything.
can't wait for tues! im gonna dye my hair. thurs im going cheenatown with dor! and fri im gonna put in my crowns! :D
this WILL be a good week.
whee. life's good.

somebody left my heart out in the cold.

7:14 PM

this is strange.
why do i feel unhappier after A levels?

i seem to think there's a dark rain cloud upon me.
cold.

today i had a big fight with my mom. ok, it's not exactly a fight.
now it's a cold war.
these 2 days ive been crying so much, im sick of myself.
maybe it's just the blues.
people you love can turn their backs on you in a fraction of a second.
sometimes they don't come back..
sometimes they do.
but can you let down your guard to trust them again?

im still bewildered, btw.

oh yes play this game! it's damn fun. or at least i think so.
http://ywlt.com/flash/0bells.swf

P.S: anyone knows how to get rid of a stye puhhlease tell me.
it's driving me crazy.

goodnight goodnight.

12:08 AM

"Goodnight Goodnight"

You left me hanging from a thread we once swung from together

I've lick my wounds but I can't ever see them getting better

Something's gotta change

Things cannot stay the same

Her hair was pressed against her face, her eyes were red with anger

Enraged by things unsaid and empty beds and bad behavior

Something's gotta change

It must be rearranged, oh

I'm sorry, I did not mean to hurt my little girl

It's beyond me, I cannot carry the weight of the heavy world

So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight

Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight

Goodnight, hope that things work out all right, yeah

Whoa

The room was silent as we all tried so hard to remember

The way it feels to be alive

The day that he first met her

Something's gotta change

Things cannot stay the same

You make me think of someone wonderful, but I can't place her

I wake up every morning wishing one more time to face her

Something's gotta change

It must be rearranged, oh

I'm sorry, I did not mean to hurt my little girl

It's beyond me, I cannot carry the weight of a heavy world

So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight

Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight

Goodnight, hope that things work out all right

So much to love

So much to learn

But I won't be there to teach you, oh

I know I can be close

But I try my best to reach you

I'm so sorry, I did not mean to hurt my little girl

It's beyond me, I cannot carry the weight of a heavy world

So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight

Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight

Goodnight, hope that things work out all right, yeah

Whoa, oh

Yeah

thought that you would understand me..

but no, i didn't get no love.

i remember i once asked you whose side you'd be on..

but you didn't answer..

oh well. goodnight goooooodnight!

OWWW.

10:49 PM

3 weeks of TOR-TUR-EEEE.

no coloured foods. -_-
which means, no:
-chocolates/ sweets (dang i can only eat white choc but i dont like it)
-curry
-soya sauce/ chilli sauce/ whatever coloured sauce
(great! now i can only eat mayonaise. urgh.)
-papayas / strawberries/ raspberries.. you get the drift
-oranges/ lemons/ fruit juice (i will get killed by citric acid, yes.)
-processed food (which includes potato chips RARR)
-coffee/ tea/ red wine
i cant even eat whipped potato.

and now my teeth look horrible. they're like half white. =/
and my two front teeth (which had undergone trauma after a fall in primary 6) are not responding to the whitening agent so my teeth look uber weird.

and they're aching like crazy. REALLY crazy. yes cheejia was right.
my teeth are in hypersensitive mode.
it really hurts, im not kidding ):

oh well. we shall see after 21st nov if this is worth it!