need you now

8:20 PM

If only dreams would come true.
I had a very surreal dream this morning.

picture perfect memories scattered all across the floor
reaching for the phone cause i can't fight it anymore
and i wonder if i ever cross your mind
for me it happens all the time

"Need you now" by Lady Antebellum is a very special song to me. I'm learning how to play it on the guitar now (:

tiffyiffyiffy

10:10 PM

I had to share this with you guys!

I get the goosebumps everytime I listen to her. My fave youtube singer yet. (:

the little things

8:38 PM

Wake up, wake up. This ain't just a thing that you give up, give up.

disorganized.

11:23 PM

wensi is currently very stressed out.

but if there's anything she learnt from one of her previous jobs (selling credit cards), stress is just another word for being "disorganized".

so she shall attempt to organize her thoughts now. WHY am I so stressed?!?!?

1. Impresario stuff : must settle contestants' details and get their MMOs ASAP
2. TAX quiz coming up after recess week. DIE. must start comprehending miss lim
3. RMS essay due 27th Feb. note to self: must come up with first draft by 22nd Feb
4. CIMA Business case study
5. FIND FYP PROF AND REGISTER ASAP.
6. Clear backlogged readings for IT

Yup that's about it for now. will add to the list if i remember anything and i shall refer to this list and strike each item out after i've finished it. HAHA.

HEROES SEASON 1 EXHAUSTED MY CNY HOLIDAYS. yes i'm slow.

10/02/2010

1:36 AM

i wish i could be a good person.
i wish that a lot.

w.h.y

12:16 AM

it's a night like this that you finish the stuff that you're supposed to do, and then you feel empty.
you take out your guitar and try to look for new songs to play. but you realise that all of them need a capo which you don't have. never mind. let's just stick to 'bubbly'. and then you get bored.

and then you start thinking about why you were such an airhead during tax today. and then you start feeling lonely. and you start thinking if something's wrong with you. there must be a reason for all the times you've failed. for all the times you put in effort but everything came to naught.

there must be a reason.

some blind faith.

9:02 PM

somehow hope you'd say "really? me too. let's go together."

how true.

11:32 PM

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can.
She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.
- Bob Marley