cheena new year!

11:22 PM

i have made a resolution! i must blog more often.
i have practically no life anymore cuz the only ppl i sms are my customers. HAHA.
it's partly also because im lazy to reply my friends (sorry!!). oh pls if you had a phone with a spoilt joystick, you'd feel the same way.
cranky.

so lookin forward to chinese new year! lots of ang pows! (hopefully) and signups!
hahha.
that day i lost $102 though ): was supposed to return it to my colleague but i think i dropped it somewhere...
sigh! down on my luck recently. i shld really go to the temple and get a good luck charm or sth.

i went pineapple tart shoppin today at taka! now i have a phobia of eating pineapple tarts cuz i tried toooo many diff kinds frm diff stalls!!
-faint-
i finally settled with 1 frm Yan's. it's SO good. (: i also like another one frm "fancy delights" cuz it's pineapple milk balls. the crust is sooo yummy.

cant wait to put on my new year clothes! :D
today i spent so much on clothes ): im not gonna shop online for 1 month!
hope im disciplined enough..
:X

oh yes! thanks donut boy! if you happen to see this post thanks for giving me a donut during the roadshow! although i dont know who you are, thanks a lot! :D

my weakness

3:19 AM

i really adore the feeling of people patting my head.
although i try to act like i'm mature and that i'm very strong..
sometimes, deep down, i just want to be a little girl.
sometimes.. i dont wanna be so strong.

can i?

random quote.

12:05 AM

love each other, or perish! :D

when there was me and you?

12:15 AM

quick update abt my hectic life..
im officially working at APPCO, under the Redwoods Advance office (:
i love my colleagues both at redwoods & dreamworks.
they're a lovable bunch.
will post pics and elaborate later..
they really form the biggest slice of my life now..
and they are really very important to me.

as much as i really miss 6D, some things have happened that have changed my impression of some people in the class..
are there times that you wish that everyone could be good friends and have no disagreements?
i wish that all the time.
are there times that you wish that you were wrong about some of the people you love most.. some of your closest friends.. (or those that you THOUGHT were your closest friends..)..
that they didnt mean to hurt you..
that all their promises of eternal friendship were at least 51% real?
that they wanted to be truthful to you but never got the chance to?

sometimes, or most of the time i actually put my pride aside to salvage friendships..
and in the end i get the cold shoulder, or a stab in the back instead..

im sick of this kind of life.

sick.

i usually like to keep friends.
still do.

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honestly i wish everyone could be happy tgt.
but what's the use of wishing?

now everybody else can tell;

that i confused my feelings with the truth..