tough times don't last. really.

10:18 PM

Just read one of my friend's entry and I feel that I should update too.
We're pretty much in the same boat, everything seems to be going downhill.

Besides the fact that I'm really struggling with AA202 and I'm a total Excel idiot (there will actually be a test on Excel omggggggg), I lost my camera at St James that day while i was drunk.
Okay i was not totally drunk. maybe just very giddy. Don't know how i lost it. maybe it just slipped out of my hand and I didn't realise.

the camera, as mentioned in a previous entry, was a birthday gift from my daddy. SIGH. I was planning to replace it this weekend at the IT fair (yes i checked already and i know it's this weekend), but I guess my plans will have to be scrapped due to the unresponsiveness of a certain somebody.

I'm really unhappy in my course because I really really dislike accounting. managerial, in fact. used to like it, but i've suddenly lost interest? i'd be happier doing something like linguistics.

Alright I think you're sick of my ranting. So i shall tell yall something interesting:

One day i received this missed call and so i gave the person a call back. So this guy asked me whether i knew of someone called Jonathan Sim. So i was like, yeah he was my acquaintance back in Hwachong. According to this "Danny" guy, Jonathan gave him my number when he asked him to introduce a girl to him. -_- why like thaaaaaat.

ok anyway the weird thing is when i asked jonathan about it, he said he doesn't even have my number (and i think it's true). So how the hell did this "Danny" guy get my number?!

Btw, fun facts abt Danny:
1. He has an amazing ability to continue conversations even though the person on the other side of the line is obviously uninterested and irritated.
2. He dropped out of school after his Secondary education. Reason? "Aiyah i just dont like to study."

that was what infuriated me. His very lousy attitude. I mean, I don't like studying too. but it's my responsibility so I try to do my best. and to do it well.

Therefore i stopped replying him. and yesterday at around 8am (what the hell?! super early) he called me using his office phone? I thought it was some tuition lobang so i picked up the call. Damn he totally sounds like an ah beng. when he asked me "where do you stay?" I immediately said "Pasir Ris". The further away from my house, the better.
URGH!

he hasn't been contacting me since i got off the phone with him. and god i hope he doesn't.

anyway, moral of the story: don't return missed calls. EVER!!!!

Yup okay back to my original agenda. I just want to say.. there are good times and there are bad times (quotes neighbour). you can't ALWAYS remain suey. sometimes when you least expect it, you'll get lucky (:

As long as you tell yourself, "i'm trying my best, i'm working hard. there are
certain things in life i cant control, so i should stop worrying about them. I
can't control the outcome, but i can control the effort i put in. And that's all
i should worry about."

WOOTS. I believe I have been putting in effort for many things, so time will tell whether my efforts will pay off. and even if they don't, forget it. life's too short to be spent worrying and waiting.