to surrender.
10:10 PM
some people wait around all their lives.
not me. im not gonna waste my time waiting around anymore.
had an awesome lunch with sonia mao today. she told me that the most important thing in a relationship is to "surrender" when you fall in love.
and i was like, "you mean to compromise and give in?"
she was like, "no, it's way more intense. it's to surrender everything. completely."
(intense is like her favourite word right now anyway.)
really, this concept of surrenderring is interesting. to surrender your pride, your ego, your inhibitions, your fears, your everything.
and it's not easy to do so. this kinda changed my perception of falling in love. it isn't so easy. it never is.