distant friends.

2:05 AM

sorry friends, for disappearing for a week!
was at Hall 3 FOC.

just had our first hip hop 2 lesson today. even though I was almost dying of windpipe infection HAHA.
we really really feel OLLLLDDDDDD. the class was very reminiscent of hall dance sessions except 100 times tougher. -pants-

today i was playing the sims and i received notifications that my sims had become "distant friends" with other sims due to their lack of interaction. (was too busy trying to help them fulfuil their lifelong wishes of being heartbreakers and CEOs and what nots)

the notification said "relationships are hard to maintain."

true, very true. i think that's kinda what i felt after going through the camp. wanted to say something positive but afterall i have to tell the truth. i no longer feel the sense of belonging i once felt.

i think i probably tried too hard at one point in time and then i became tired. and i just didnt wanna care anymore. maybe these relationships have to be 2-sided. no, not maybe. they have to be. or else they wouldn't have mattered in the first place, no?

I do feel a bit sore, a bit sorrowful. but there's nothing much i can do.

i guess it's back to being a nobody in school.