horrible.
11:54 AM
i'm at home today because i took an MC. duh obviously.
yesterday i had gastric pains after starving myself for a day. and then when i finally couldnt take it at night, i ordered macs. after the satisfying meal, i ended up having ACUTE gastric pains. i almost died.
then the worse came: i vomitted out all that i ate. it's the worst feeling in the world to gag and vomit at the same time because i couldn't breathe.
i feel so horrible.
how much more can my body take and what am i trying to prove?
i know i should eat at least 2 meals a day but my appetite is horrible.
this is my birthday week and yet, i feel like trash. but i'd really like to thank kim ju and dor for being there when i needed them. they'll never leave me in the lurch (:
word of the day (and days to come): horrible.