it's a lot.
11:35 PM
there's too much love in this little heart.and then sometimes, maybe all the time, everything means a lot.------------
im working at SPH now! will update with photos soon (: hope i can make more friends though. i feel so withdrawn. i was never like that in the past. i wonder what changed me. i wanted to go back to being fab and all... but the feeling's never coming back.
today somebody commented "wow... you're really shy =)"
like huh?! nobody's ever said that of me before. although i think i really am shy inside, everyone else thinks that im not shy at all.
it was actually a rude awakening of some sort. hope i get chosen for the new paper new face assignment! but i somehow think i wont get it. oh well...