about lines

12:41 AM

today i realised, there's a very thin line between being helpless and being resolute.
many people might not link these 2 extremes together, but somehow i have found my way to.

when you find yourself in a predicament i.e a situation that's hard to get out of, or almost impossible to solve, you find yourself feeling lost and helpless. however, this may also be the point in time that you become resolute.

for me, im now being resolute to turn the situation to my advantage. or at least make myself feel happier. but who knows, deep inside it may be a resolution to just stick with this fate. afterall you don't see how you can change it, yeah? you may just be fronting. and one day if you realise your iron-willed resolution is actually just a facade.. everything crumbles.

wow. that was heavy. HAHA. it almost sounds as if im schizophrenic. i don't know. it's hard being a gemini. all i know is, i don't wanna cry no more. (:

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birthday wish:
wensi wants to go watch AT LEAST oneeee arts fest performance because she has NEVER EVER been to any.
(arts fest ends on my birthday btw! i think.. it's a sign.)