reliance

10:10 PM

Reliance is an evil thing.

today i am going to blog about reliance.
have you wondered.. what you would do if you lost your cellphone.. or if your internet connection got cut off.. or for myopic people, if you lost your contact lenses and spectacles?
i, for one, would feel helpless. i would feel miserable.
and this is all because i am way too reliant on these things. spectacles,mobile phones, remote controls, my mom, my friends...

the funny thing is, the scariest thing is to be reliant on a person. because when you lose your spectacles and your remote controls.. you can replace them. maybe not that quickly, but you know you can replace them. somehow.

but when you lose the person you're reliant on.. you can never replace him/her. you can never re-establish that relationship. and you feel lost, for a very very long time.
empty, even. you'd wish you were never so reliant on that person.. but you couldnt have known that things would turn out this way...
or could you? and even if you did, you didn't want to do anything to stop being so reliant. and that's the irony of it all.

that's why, reliance is evil..