dwelling.
2:14 AM

isn't it funny how it's late at night and you feel so tired but you just don't want to get to bed..
because you're thinking of stuff. and it's not like you'll come to a conclusion after thinking so much.
there's simply no solution in sight. but you just want to think about every wrong word you said, every wrong action you made..
just to perpetuate your pain.
we are sometimes masochistic, aren't we.
we know there's no point dwelling on things. dwelling won't improve the situation, really.
but sometimes.. during a certain night you just want to dwell.
tonight i'm not gonna complain. but wait, i think i already have.
such a pain.