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11:58 PM

it's the second time i've cried during dance prac. machiam some drama. but seriously, im just too frustrated with myself.
wouldnt it be nice if i could be a baby again and cry in somebody's arms.. but no.. there was no one.
today when i burst out crying i wanted to cry in front of someone but i knew i couldn't. not anymore.
my life is becoming more and more packed. although it's good in a way because supposedly i wont have anymore time to think about senseless stuff.. i still think about senseless stuff.
maybe that's why i have no time to do my stuff anymore.
can i not live this life anymore? i know everyone is busy too.. and i became busy by CHOICE. or putting it more crudely, i deserved it. but anyway, i am SICK of this.
it doesnt help that my relationship with one of my bestest friends in hall has changed sooo much.
i dont want it to change.. can we go back to when we first knew each other? we were so much happier then.
all i want is somebody who cares.. where are you? you're not easy to find..
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did you feel the pain in the picture?