of leaving and hesitating.
11:38 PM
oh man..
bound by these chains of kinship and responsibility
it's getting harder to breathe.
what i once thought of as my second home,
has become something that i realise i have never really known.
and when you somehow get jaded,
and you want to be free,
you wish you never hesitated,
because now they wont let you leave.
not for the beautiful reasons;
like how they hold you dear.
but for the more practical reasons;
the pendings you did not clear.
there are but a few who are really sad,
a few who try to stop you.
then again most are indifferent.
so.. indifferent.
the people you worked hard for...
are the most indifferent.
how ironic.
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but then again,
wake up lah.
the world's like that.