of fools.. and..

1:46 AM

only fools focus on intangibles;
the promises and the trust

only fools believe in things they can't see or hear or feel.

those who are smart (or some say mecenary) focus on the tangibles;
the money, the material goods

these things will stay. (as long as you dont spend the money or the value doesnt get too badly eroded by inflation)
these things wont hurt you.
these things wont empty your soul out... or do they?
or at least, not as badly as the intangibles.
the intangibles.. are scary.

trust and promises.. fade away.
or maybe, they were never there in the first place.

only fools have faith..
as faith is something that you cant see or hear or feel.
yet, without faith, you perish.

so sometimes, i still am, a fool.
and i still want to be a fool.

but does it go downhill from here?

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goodbye is always the hardest word to say.
bye shan, i will miss you so so much. one less true friend by my side.

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i'm too open a book.
so open my spine hurts.

ive gotta learn to put a bookmark and close the book when im required to.
but people who think it's gonna miraculously happen overnight, it wont.

right now, im just gonna have to
'fake it till i have it.'