when there was me and you?

12:15 AM

quick update abt my hectic life..
im officially working at APPCO, under the Redwoods Advance office (:
i love my colleagues both at redwoods & dreamworks.
they're a lovable bunch.
will post pics and elaborate later..
they really form the biggest slice of my life now..
and they are really very important to me.

as much as i really miss 6D, some things have happened that have changed my impression of some people in the class..
are there times that you wish that everyone could be good friends and have no disagreements?
i wish that all the time.
are there times that you wish that you were wrong about some of the people you love most.. some of your closest friends.. (or those that you THOUGHT were your closest friends..)..
that they didnt mean to hurt you..
that all their promises of eternal friendship were at least 51% real?
that they wanted to be truthful to you but never got the chance to?

sometimes, or most of the time i actually put my pride aside to salvage friendships..
and in the end i get the cold shoulder, or a stab in the back instead..

im sick of this kind of life.

sick.

i usually like to keep friends.
still do.

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honestly i wish everyone could be happy tgt.
but what's the use of wishing?

now everybody else can tell;

that i confused my feelings with the truth..