these words..

9:01 PM

你说的话总那么好听
but you could always say it to someone else,
too.

UPDATE MUAHAH

5:11 PM

i havent updated in like 1 and a half months!!! omg. my blog is NOT dead.
please visit it! hahaha. my statcounter registers: 2 ppl a day now. the bar used to be 10 times longer. -.-

ah welll. i shall post some grad day photos:D
we got cute furry bears. RV gave us bears too, so somehow i expected hwachong bears.
but hwachong bears are WAY cuter.
i pity the people who're allergic to fur though.

(ruiyuan loves the camera. ok, not as much as SOMEBODY else. yes shan, i think you know who he is :P)
(and i never fail to take a pic with wensheu each time to amplify my whitening efforts :P)

Happy family!
mummy, daddy, me, cheejia! (CW from top left)
Absent: cupcake

(yes jiejie you're the tallest!! :P)

(PRIMARY SCHOOL classmates! if this aint fate i don't know what is.)

(H3 chem and.... kwang guan. LOL :P i kinda like this pic.)

i know im very slow to be updating abt this only now.. i guess im feeling the solitude, trying to mug at home.

6D's a very fine class, really. (:
as if i havent said this enough. sigh!

although we do have disagreements sometimes.. and there have been A LOT of internal conflicts.. at this point in time i think we should really try to forget those grudges. aren't you tired trying to hate someone? i know i am.

holding a grudge against someone is really tiring, take that from me.

this brings me to think of a book i've read... YES you're right. imma gonna mention "Tuesdays with Morrie" again. why? LOL. because 1) i dont read much. (shucks) and 2) i really REALLY like that book.

it teaches us to live every day as if it's our last. of course some of you reading this may be snickering, thinking to yourselves "ha! as if i will really die tomorrow. crap!" but life's really unpredictable. maybe later when i go to kimmin's house to watch everton vs liverpool i may meet with a mishap -TOUCHES WOOD- hahahha. well, that's only an example.

i mean, you never know when you might die, or when you might lose a friend. ):
it's a very real fact, life's unpredictable. people die in their sleep sometimes!

"OK la stop talking about death can!!!"

yesyes ok sorry. sometimes when i start, i can't stop:P cuz it fascinates me.

10 years down the road when we have class reunions what will happen? will you still be holding a grudge against someone who hurt you once? maybe. but that'd be a shame, wouldn't it.

someone told me our class was really wonderful last time.. but what about NOW?
what changed us?

i don't think anything changed us.. or maybe i'm deluding myself.

these few months left.. will really be the time for us to strengthen our friendships. face it, after we get our A level results we wont really have a chance to meet up regularly as class anymore. ): pls la as if really can go out with ppl like MAX! ):

and i don't want the 26 of us to become hi-bye friends, or even worse, strangers.
i used to have a lot of friends whom i said "hi" to and maybe occasionally make smalltalk with. but as time goes by, suddenly one day you feel embarrassed to say hi to that friend. and he/she feels the same way. neither of you want to say hi. so in the end you become.. strangers.

that's a REALLY lousy feeling. it feels very sad when i say "oh him! i used to know him."

used to.

okay. it's just like pingpong people.. we used to be so close.
maybe it's because we stopped training. or maybe there're other conflicts.. we dont seem as close as we used to be. this is certainly one of the greatest regrets in my jc life..
sigh. but at least i know i have great juniors (: and a bunch of girls i can count on in hctt. oh yes! and jan and jay! (i know u're reading this! HAHAHHA)

i love yall!
and i love 6D too. can't imagine life w/o any of you. (:
and and my 2 hao jie mei kimmin and mingming! we've stuck tgt frm pri school to sec school till now! (: eh uni also go sch together ok. lol.

if only we could all love each other like.. kids. (:
no more fighting.

and so, i end my post.

oh yes, this is my recent love:

i shall be eternally grateful to he who can get me this! (: