i don't know...
9:13 PM
i'm sorry.
cuz i don't know how to be fine when i'm not.
and i don't know how to make a feeling stop.
sorry for making everyone worry.
for being wilful and stubborn.
for doing many stupid things to hurt myself and hurt my friends.
i tried.. but i'll try harder.
different people have different ways of cheering themselves up..
i don't know how to be strong when i'm weak.
i don't know how to smile when i want to cry.
so just let me be this way for awhile.
while the world goes by..
just awhile.
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watching the channel 8 show at 9 let me gain a lot of insights about men and women.
if only they'd shown this drama serial earlier.
men are like rubber bands..
and they need time to think about stuff.. they're escapists.
while women are the exact opposite.
the inherrent differences between men and women make it seem weird that we can live together..
it's hard to find someone whom you love and loves you back.
yup. cherish..
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