all i ask of you.

9:01 PM

Phantom Of The Opera - All I Ask Of You

No more talk of darkness,
forget these wide-eyed fears;
I'm here, nothing can harm you,
my words will warm and calm you.

Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears;
I'm here, with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you.

Say you'll love me ev'ry waking moment;
turn my head with talk of summertime.
Say you need me with you now and always;
promise me that all you say is true,
that's all I ask of you.

Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light;
you're safe, no one will find you,
your fears are far behind you.

All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night;
and you, always beside me,
to hold me and to hide me.

Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime;
let me lead you from you solitude.
Say you need me with you, here beside you,
anywhere you go, let me go too,
that's all I ask of you.

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime.
Say the word and I will follow you.

Share each day with me, each night, each morning.

Say you love me...

You know I do.

Together
Love me, that's all I ask of you.
Anywhere you go let me go too
Love me...that's all I ask of you.

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it's a nice song from one of my favourite musicals, Phantom Of The Opera. (: As a kid i loved musicals. Oklahoma, Fiddler on the Roof, My Fair Lady, Westside Story.. to name a few. but i especially loved Phantom Of The Opera. I have no idea why. they're coming to Singapore! whee. i'm so envious of shan. she gets to go. mum says she'll go watch with me, but i think the tickets are too expensive anyway. i'm feeling the pinch for her, afterall i spend so much of her money ):

block test results are coming back.. i dread physics. lucky i'm skipping physics tomorrow. i can escape the impending doom, for one more day. the other subjects aren't thaaaat bad. at least they aren't looking bad yet. i just hope i don't let my mom down. and myself down. some people are disgruntled even when they get a B while others are getting U's.. it's just a matter of expectations, i suppose. and i hope people can learn to accept the fact that there are people who have different expectations from you. don't alienate them just because they are 'freaks' who complain about getting a B.
to be honest, although i'm not a genius, i've had pretty good grades all my life. in major exams, that is. i've never gotten a band 2 in primary school, and i got 271 for PSLE. ha. it wasn't smooth-sailing in secondary school. i had my fair share of F9s for A-math and C6s for physics, but i got 8A1s for O's. Luck?
Probably. problem is, all this luck i've been having throughout my school life has been.. overwhelming. i guess sometimes i expect too much of myself.. and expectations have been unfufilled at times. don't say i'm ungrateful. i'm not. it's just like a habit that people develop. if i lose my exam luck during any major exam, i don't know what i'll do.
ahaah. some of you may think: aiyo haolian!!
but i don't think so. my grades aren't thaaaat owning. i'm just.. sharing something that has been troubling me for many years.. something that has been silently labelled as insensitivity and ungratefulness.

i haven't blogged in a long while..probably cause i don't emo so much anymore. okay, i do, sometimes. but generally i'm a happier person (: and you know why. hah.

"Anywhere you go let me go too. Love me.. that's all i ask of you." YYY