[[ sigh.

11:21 PM

i had a very enjoyable evening with my mother.
we had sooo much to talk about.
we went for dinner and i told her about my new diet plan.
well it's not like i'm gonna fast. i'm gonna watch what i eat.
no more fast food, sugar, carbohydrates..
i'll be taking in good carbs like wholegrain bread and brown rice. ugh
that turns me off haha.
everytime we eat something unhealthy someone will say
"eh, long-term suicide plan!"
hahha it's very true. eating those kind of oily stuff.. fries will give cancer. face it, i think everyone will get cancer in the future. you eat this you get cancer, you don't eat that you will also get cancer.. as i'm typing now radiation will penetrate my body and someday i'll die because i'm over-exposed to radiation -_-

but still, i wanna shed some pounds and lead a healthy lifestyle :D
let's see how long i can persevere.

my mom went to get her hair trimmed. her conversation with the hairdresser got me thinking.

Mom: just be glad that he (the hairdresser's husband) hasn't had a change of heart!
Hairdresser: ha! i'm not scared. even if he does have a change of heart, i don't care. i can support myself. i don't need him.
M: it's not about the money!
H: to be frank, we must be smart! we should marry guys who love us more than we love them! honestly, i don't love my husband. i only like him. us ladies should marry guys who can't live without us! hahahha.

on the way home, i asked my mom if she loves my dad.

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sometimes in life, i guess the person we marry may not be the one we love the most.
but it's hard to imagine what life would be like if i don't love my husband.
mom says, the more time you spend with someone, the more his/her negative aspects surface.

that's true. especially when you live with that person. it's not a very pretty sight when you see him/her do stuff he/she never did on dates.

hahhaha. okay. a totally random entry.

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you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
i'm afraid to move.