[[ so damn alone.
8:22 PM
i just needed somewhere to post this. i've grown to like my blog a lot. (:
except i can't seem to put
my photo in the
sidebar.
html idiot thanks. =/
----------------------------------------------im all alone at home again. i'm so used to being at home alone. it's freaky.
i look around my room, hoping to find something to make me feel less empty.
i'm used to being alone. i'm used to stoning at home.
i'm used to cooking my own meals, eating my own dinner.
i'm used to talking to walls, singing alone.
i'm used to dreaming.
i'm used to being alone.
but that doesn't mean i like to be alone.
that doesn't mean i don't want someone to share stuff with.
i think i talk to myself more than anybody else.
okay. don't start thinking im some freak. i write a lot. in a red book.
it has the word "Love" printed outside.
i think only by writing can i feel myself.
i like it when it's raining outside. it rained last night.
i felt as if i was raining inside too. it's not a good feeling to feel soggy inside.
cold.
yes that's the word. cold.
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