[[ hopes and fears

12:01 AM

if only life was as simple as 1, 2, 3.

what a random picture :D
just 2 of all the people i love so much.
thanks for being there to listen to my constant ramblings about mr. BB. and mr. NB. LOL.
thanks for making me feel better about myself. and life too. i appreciate it. (:

I've been listening to "Somewhere only we know" by Keane recently because of the movie "The Lake House". Watch the trailer! :D
i've watched the trailer at least 10 times.hahaha.

"How do you hold on to someone you've never met?"

this leads me to think..

"How do you hold on to someone who doesn't even know you exist?"

That's equally bad.
Sometimes i wonder what my puny mind is up to. I drag myself into all kinds of trouble I can avoid. And sometimes it's not even worth it. Most of the time it's not even worth it.

This could be the end of everything
so why don't we go
somewhere only we know.
somewhere only we know.

sometimes i think i don't deserve to be too happy.
no wonder. nobody ever came.
it's not like i need somebody.

it's not like i don't know im lying.
optimism isn't like this.
optimism isn't self-denial. optimisim used to be self-denial. not anymore.
Self-denial is like a drug. that's got me wanting more and more and more..

I tell myself it'll all go away. It's all an illusion.
And then i realise it's here to stay.

sigh, i'm not making sense anymore. sometimes i feel like a piece of wood.
ok totally no link liao. i think im switching off. i better go wash up and sleep.

why does the sun go on shining?

why does the sea rush to shore?

Don't they know, it's the end of the world..

It ended when you said goodbye.