[[ BLOODY SLACKER
1:21 AM
why can't i just get myself to study?!
and my negative thoughts are killing me.
stab stab stab stab stab."you're taking life too seriously!"
then what about those muggers. everywhere i turn i see people more hardworking than me.
people who don't usually mug are mugging like they enjoy it.
sick.
i'm beginning to lose my motivation.
or rather, i've lost it since i entered this school.
the teachers don't seem to be as encouraging as before.
i told mrs leo im considering to drop physics.
i was expecting "no! you shouldn't! you can make it!"
guess what i got.
"you can consider~"WTF.what happened to all the encouraging teachers?
:(
i think im becoming uglier and uglier by the day.
happy people become prettier. i think.
ANGRY.