[[ rain

1:14 AM

okay.

it's raining outside now. i kind of like listening to the plitter platter of the raindrops on the air-con unit outside my window. it has a therapeutic effect. i feel so safe now. the rain can't touch me. is it raining in my heart? haha not really anymore. i'm kinda okay now i guess.

"im just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her." -- my fave line from notting hill. or rather, the ONLY part of notting hill i watched. lol. i shld watch the whole thing.

i've thought through many things the past few days.
i make myself depressed for nothing (:

hahaha. i like it when i'm happy. i like to make my friends happy too.
today we went to orchard road. retail therapy really works (: shan and i bought these waaay cute powder puffs. glittery pink powder. and fake eyelashes lol. playplay. (: nv try to put before. think will be damn disasterous but fun (:
next time i feel down i shall just go for retail therapy. meanwhile must save money. hope i dun get depressed anytime soon cuz im kinda broke.

i like to see your smile. i want to see you smile every day (:

i wish i could make u smile. i wish i could make you happy.

you look so much nicer when you smile. don't be unhappy okay?

cuz it hurts me so to see you like this.. it hurts me so when i know i can't do much to make u happier.

(ha! this paragraph is dedicated to one guy and one girl =D)

xiaobai i love you! dun feel so sad anymore lah. im always here (: