[[ Pessimism

12:31 AM

sometimes we do things for the sake of doing things.. not because we really WANT to do them. for example, i'm blogging for the sake of blogging. i don't know what to blog about actually. maybe i should blog about how badly my head is aching now. or maybe.. how bad my heart is aching.

argh. i typed something but i deleted it. i shouldn't dwell on the past too much. the future seems equally bad.. but i shouldn't be so pessimistic. nothing ever goes well for me..
okay. that's not true. many things go well for me. like all those major exams.. but exams aren't everything in my life. recently i've been feeling so discouraged about schoolwork that i've contemplated about quitting school. this is so depressing.
on a lighter note, today was the first time our pw group got together. my group consists of wang ren (the thinker/leader), max (the superstar), samuel (the cuuute talker), weiye (the niceee girl) and me! (the AA-er) (:
lols. i should post our group photo LOL. so special. we're the only group with a group photo. i look hideous. but never mind. lol (:

[[ the feeling is just fading away. ): is waiting gonna do me any good?

GIVE IT UP.