[[ wha. troublesome life.

10:22 PM

ha. deren asked me to update so here i am. damn. i think have contracted eye infection in my left eye. ouch. eye-mo doesn't work. sigh. if only some kind soul would buy me eyedrops that whiten the eye. =/ sounds so ew. whiten the eye. well. anyway.

i don't really know what to blog about. okay. i shall blog about the sentence that i have been repeating to cheejia and peishan today. "Being alive is so troublesome."

We have to do so many things... we have to meet so many people.. we have to face so many obstacles..
it is SO TROUBLESOME.
i sound like im having suicidal thoughts.

however, when you look on the bright side, being alive is a blessing. i've thought about death, where we will go after we die... whether our soul will disintegrate.. and disappear into the nothingness that we started from.. death is a scary thought. how many people will remember us after we die? is there a heaven or hell? where do we go...

life is damn troublesome. and death is even MORE troublesome. even before we die we have to worry so much about death. it'll be even more troublesome after we die.
soo, on a happier note, life is less troublesome than death so we should be happy that we are alive. -.-

warped reasoning i know. this post is filled with logical fallacies. hahaha.
okay. i shall go do econs. sigh. life is so troublesome. *yak yak yak*

and so... tomorrow will be a troublesome day... and the day after, a troublesome day... and until we die, all days will be troublesome.. BUT less troublesome than death... ((: