[[ losing hope.
9:55 PM
dysfunctional me.ha. these 3 days i've been behaving out of character.
e.g not smiling every 5 minutes. stoning while everyone are happily talking.kwang guan says im
AA-ing (attract attention) -_- pls lor..
the day before yesterday i ate: 3 sweets and 2 pieces of pearyesterday i ate: half a burger, some fries, 2 pieces of muachees cuz i had gastric paintoday i ate: mentos! and i drank ice lemon tea.i lost 2 kg. freaky. it's so unlike me to stare at
KFC and not be moved. i was stoning the whole day lah. freak. i dislike myself now. this feeling sucks.
it's not food and water that keep us going. it's hope. food, air and water only keep us alive. im losing hope.
won't somebody give me some hope?