[[ HELL

11:32 PM

the fever refuses to subside. i feel damn dizzy. sunday fever until now not fun lor. and im running out of the paracetamol tablets that the doc gave. i was stunned by the variety of medicine i had to eat lar.

1. pink cough syrup. nice.
2. red and brown antibiotics. -_-
3. white+blue paracetamol for muscle ache
4. red tablets for fever/pain
5. small white tablets for fever/pain
6. the usual orange lozenges (which never ever work) for sorethroat

yar that's about it. everyday i eat so much medicine and i don't see myself getting better.
in addition, today must have been one of the worse days in my wretched life.
no. one of the worse days in my otherwise happy life.
i miss 6D. i know u all miss me too xP
sigh. my new 6E classmate says that 6E is very fun. i hope so.
but in the meantime, im still trying evrything i can to get back to 6D.
however, there's only one possible way now. do a mutual swap. -_- oh please. who would be so kind to give up their space for me?! even if someone is so kind, i die die also dunwan. damn evil lar. sigh sigh sigh.

6D is so supportive lar. thanks =) damn touched when chunkang kept patting me on the shoulder saying "we're behind u! don't cry!!!"
and not forgetting all the other ppl who consoled me as well.. too many to name liao lar.
yushan is in 6D liao. but im out. so what's the use??
sigh. i don't think i can go for training tml. i miss playing table tennis. but if i play tml i will die..
sigh..
today really cry until eyes swollen liao. i did a very good job controlling my tears at the beginning, but when xiaobai came to console me, i just started sobbing lah! den cannot stop liao. now my eyes damn pain. even more pain than when i watched i not stupid 2. -_-

i hope everything turns out fine.

THIS IS HELL.

[[ what do they all know

they've got it all wrong.

this is so unfair,

they're playing our song.