[[ fever fever

9:45 PM

my fever STILL hasn't subsided. since sunday till now.. what the heck is wrong with me? this reminds me of the time i was sick for 2 weeks.. that was such a horrible period of time.
missed 2 training already. i don't know if i can make it tomorrow.

actually 6E is a nice class! seriously!
sigh. bo chao is damn wei da lor.. she just volunteered to go 6E in my place. and not forgetting pengsing who volunteered first.. i felt damn guilty. i told the teacher i didn't mind staying in 6E.. but he just wouldn't listen, saying that it was unfair to me. how fair is it to bo chao then?
I never should have made the appeal.. at least i would feel better.. they say it's okay.. im trying to assure myself that it's ok too. bo chao is so nice. sigh. today is the first time i saw yongxian cry.. very xin tong lor.. i think the whole class was damn sad.. sigh.
the school forces us to make decisions.. that are ironically not our choice. we don't want anyone to leave.. it hurts. it really does.

ok special mention here: DUNJIE OUR CT REP ROCKS! =D
he today really damn cham. the teacher asked him to make the worst decision in 2 minutes. (choose whether i should stay in 6E or roll the dice to choose someone to go 6E) or he'd be the one to leave 6D. i could imagine the immense pressure he felt.. sigh. i wanted him to say let me stay in 6E.. but he couldn't bring himself to do it. what a good ct rep lar. the teacher still keep on bullying him. wth!!! can see he almost going to break down liao. sigh... today i really saw the emotional side of everyone in the class.. dunjie.. yongxian... weiye..puayhian.. de ren.. pengsing.. limyuan.. chunkang.. samuel.. T_T ok EVERYONE lar. 6D isn't as disunited as people think.. we're just.. lazy. but we're all emotionally attached to the class.. i hope we can remain united.. and.. i have to apologise for being such a brat at times.. and causing unhappiness? i hope after this ordeal everyone (including myself) will learn to put the class before themselves and keep the class spirit high =)
and, to bo chao, once a roller always a roller! (: you're forever a 6D-ian! <3