[[ losing hope.

9:55 PM

dysfunctional me.

ha. these 3 days i've been behaving out of character. e.g not smiling every 5 minutes. stoning while everyone are happily talking.
kwang guan says im AA-ing (attract attention) -_- pls lor..

the day before yesterday i ate: 3 sweets and 2 pieces of pear
yesterday i ate: half a burger, some fries, 2 pieces of muachees cuz i had gastric pain
today i ate: mentos! and i drank ice lemon tea.

i lost 2 kg. freaky. it's so unlike me to stare at KFC and not be moved. i was stoning the whole day lah. freak. i dislike myself now. this feeling sucks.
it's not food and water that keep us going. it's hope. food, air and water only keep us alive. im losing hope. won't somebody give me some hope?

[[ oxytocin sucks!

10:09 PM

ha!

these 2 days i've been feeling rather horrible. my body is heating up from the inside, and my face is perpetually red. -_- and it's not fever lor.
it's kinda freaky what oxytocin does to you. i hope my body stops producing oxytocin soon. sigh.

hmmm u must be wondering what oxytocin is!
HA!

GO CHECK URSELF.

how do i stop myself from blushing ah? this sucks lah. i blush at the slightest thing. that makes me look like a tomato faced prc. ha. my friends say i look more healthy like that. wah. healthy like real lah. so eeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
should i get a tan?
hmm. rimmel says being tofu ain't good. haha.
but i think i'll look even more like crap if i get a tan lah. nah. shall remain fair. ((:

[[ everytime i see you falling

i get down on my knees and pray.

i'm waiting for that finaly moment you

say the words that i can't say.

[[ eye infection. =(

4:06 PM

-_- damn.

to my dearest left eye:

i will not put a toothpaste-contaminated contact lens into you ever again! when you show first signs of infection i'll go to the doctor immediately instead of procrastinating WHILE still continuing to wear contact lens. (as if i will stop lens wear)

this morning i woke up late for training. 8:30 i think. and the worse thing was, i couldn't open my left eye. there was this sticky + painful feeling. so i looked into the mirror. could see pus around my left eye!!!!!!!!! damn. the worst has befallen me. i guess the eyedrops i used last night for red eyes didn't help my condition. instead it worsened my sore eye.
hahaha being the vain little girl i am, i refused to stop lens wear even when it became painful for me to put in my contact lens, and even when i saw that the bottom part of my left eye was red. so stupid of me to put a toothpaste-contaminated lens TOGETHER with my clean contact lens. stupid stupid stupid. no wonder there was this whole minty sensation in my left eye that day. hahahha.
i told yushan yesterday that i planned to pon today's training by saying i had an eye infection. lol. well speak of the devil, it really happened. kao. one shouldn't joke about such bad luck things. seriously. now everyone thinks i faked my eye infection! *faints*

well look on the bright side lah. at least now i keep my left eye closed, i use my right eye to see.. which will help this lazy eye stop being so lazy. hahha im using a tissue paper to cover my left eye. den wear specs so the paper wun drop. whee. i also tried soaking a piece of cotton wool in saline and placing it over my left eye to soothe it. the optometrist told me that i could do that to lessen the pain and stinging sensation. yay it works. x)

i hope my eye recovers by sunday. although the optometrist told me to stop lens wear for at least 5 days, (after long periods of bargaining with him. he actually told me to stop lens wear for at least 1 week) i hope i can wear my lens on monday. meanwhile i shall be dilligent in cleaning my contact lens with the strong cleaner! hahah..

hmmm contact lens wearers better clean ur lens properly before putting it into your eyes! "because your eyes are so precious" -quotes bausch and lomb. so ironic since the renu multiplus multipurpose solution was believed to cause the fungal infection of 50 over people? ( not too sure) hahah must be careful.. or u may end up with a bloody bloodshot left eye. not to mention pus comes out when it touches water. ahahahha sounds damn gross. believe me, it is. yupp. scare u people into having good lens hygiene. (: like the gross pictures the govt prints on cigarette boxes to deter people from smoking.

-peaceout):

[[ wha. troublesome life.

10:22 PM

ha. deren asked me to update so here i am. damn. i think have contracted eye infection in my left eye. ouch. eye-mo doesn't work. sigh. if only some kind soul would buy me eyedrops that whiten the eye. =/ sounds so ew. whiten the eye. well. anyway.

i don't really know what to blog about. okay. i shall blog about the sentence that i have been repeating to cheejia and peishan today. "Being alive is so troublesome."

We have to do so many things... we have to meet so many people.. we have to face so many obstacles..
it is SO TROUBLESOME.
i sound like im having suicidal thoughts.

however, when you look on the bright side, being alive is a blessing. i've thought about death, where we will go after we die... whether our soul will disintegrate.. and disappear into the nothingness that we started from.. death is a scary thought. how many people will remember us after we die? is there a heaven or hell? where do we go...

life is damn troublesome. and death is even MORE troublesome. even before we die we have to worry so much about death. it'll be even more troublesome after we die.
soo, on a happier note, life is less troublesome than death so we should be happy that we are alive. -.-

warped reasoning i know. this post is filled with logical fallacies. hahaha.
okay. i shall go do econs. sigh. life is so troublesome. *yak yak yak*

and so... tomorrow will be a troublesome day... and the day after, a troublesome day... and until we die, all days will be troublesome.. BUT less troublesome than death... ((:

[[ why.

10:26 PM

why?

it's the fear of rejection.

why?

i don't know. i've never felt this way.

why?

argh stop asking me why i don't know. =/

things don't have to be this way. so stop thinking about it and make yourself miserable. as i have said in previous entries, sometimes the best solution to a problem is to walk away from it. (:

peaceout. sigh.

[[ crap post

5:55 PM

Tay Wen Si --
[adjective]:

Visually addictive

'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

haw-haw-haw. like which idiot would be addicted to me! lol. how stupid.
i shall try again.

Tay Wen Si --
[adjective]:

Benevolent to a fault

'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

erps. wad does it mean? *airhead*
i shall try again. last time. heeeh.

Tay Wen Si --
[adjective]:

Fuzzy to the touch

'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

fuzzy to the touch?!! wth. this is seriously crap!!!

[[ crazy!

8:13 PM

argh. maths tutorial and chem tutorial and physics tutorial are driving me crazy. it's really demoralising when you can't even do a single question. poof. can't even do a single question lar!
-_- waste my time!!!!
i might as well go and die. damn stressed liao. sigh. i've been slacking my holidays away. haven done anything productive the whole week.
im going crazy. i seriously am. sometimes i just feel like quitting school. sigh. i should have positive attitude. but !#$% @!$% -_- im seriously angry.

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

ha. ok. on a happier note. yesterday was elaine's birthday! we pigged out at pizza hut and swensens. heh. had lotsa fun spending time with 7`11.. sigh. why cant we all be in the same school? it'd be so fun. mingming's in the same school as me but i don't get to interact with her. blah. =(

i had a really bad nightmare just now. it was like reading a novel. those kinda thriller novels where the people get killed one by one.. except you are one of the characters and it doesn't feel very good.. it was so surreal. the setting was a big mansion i think. the thing i remembered most vividly was a swinging axe. argh damn bloody. it's always like that. i wake up before i get killed by some psychopath. which is a good thing.

i just read some email xiaoqin sent.. it's about cherishing your loved ones.. and it's super touching. our parents do so much for us.. but we never seem to appreciate their efforts.. instead we do many things to hurt them and make them sad.. i always tell myself to be a better daughter.. but i just can't seem to do it.. honestly im really afraid of losing my parents. the fear just cripples me. my dad and i don't speak more than 3 sentences each day. but i still love him. i hope he knows.

im not a person who expresses love and affection easily. i turn rigid when people express their affection for me... i don't know why. i don't know how to make people feel loved. sometimes i feel really helpless at my clumsiness. ha. my mum says i have to learn. learn.. is this something that can be learnt? i hope so.

erm to all my friends and family:

I LOVE YOU! <33

[[ quiz 2

4:40 PM

hah. im bored stiff now. plus im getting kind of obsessed with someone/something. hahaha very crazy. too obsessed for my own good. and anyway wenjie wants me to do this quiz. so i'll do it.

Rules: Bold the following that are true about you and add 5 people who you want to do this at the bottom.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies. <-- i wouldnt tell u even if i had.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty is the best policy.
I curse sometimes. <--- who doesnt?
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.<--- i thinkI have fresh breath in the morning.I have long hair.I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
I have worn fake hair / fingernails / eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.<-- sadly.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty. <--- O.O
Slept with a suitemate.
I have a hidden talent. <-- i seriously hope so.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.< -- if i want to.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone. <-- sometimes. depends on who.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I LOVE TO SHOP!Enjoy window shopping. <-- if i have money.
Would rather shop than eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my blog.
I don't hate anyone.I dislike them.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in (a) God. <-- free thinker.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before. <-- LOL.. COMPLEX ISSUE.
I like someone.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.<--sadly.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. <-- parents?
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to blog. --> sometimes.. like now.
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.<-- i kindda like the atmosphere.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient on a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I am a pyro.
I love the Red Sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I love kisses. <--- DUNNO.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome.<--- to some extent.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
I watch Food Network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.<-- but i live with it.
I am a caffeine junkie!!I know who Santas L. Helper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.<--- think so.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.I'm an aritst.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when neccesary. (wensi says: i NEVER clean my room.sheesh!)
I have pointy-ended ears.
I have underwear every colour of the rainbow.
I LOVE korean dramas.
I colour-code my wardrobe.
I own more than 20 pairs of shoes.
I cry silently and get over things easily and quickly.
I love blasting linkin park at mum whenever she nags.<-- rarely but i love it. LOL.
I love listening to jay chou music.I love watching cartoons.I love lame jokes.
I wish I was a tragic hero.<-- i think its quite touching to die for smth.someone.
I hate one of my best friends but s/he has no idea.<-- contradictory but yeah...
who i want to do this:
dorothy
boonchee
xingyu
yanrong
xiaobai

[[ Quiz 1

8:54 PM

LOL. QUIZ 1.

1. Time of starting this? 8:55pm
2. Were you named after anyone? nope!
3. Do you wish on stars? hahha when i was young. if i see some really bright star now and i really have something worth wishing for, i'd probably wish on the star lor.
4. When did you last cry? yesterday.. in the office.. where many of us cried too. T_T
5. What is your favourite meat? i like chicken, fish, beef, mutton curry... eh not picky. good. x)
6. What is your most embarrassing CD on your shelf? heh it's some "memories of River valley" cd..
7. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? hmmm yupp! i can be a brat at times, but i can be a really good friend. =)
9. How do you release anger? cry. sometimes i cry not because i am sad.. i cry because im angry.
10.Where is your second home? hwachong lor..
11. Do you trust others easily? i trust people super easily. i have no secrets.. it's kinda dangerous but i dun care!
12. What was your favourite toy as a child? barbie dolls!!!! zohmy. i had about 20 to 30 barbie dolls.. and 3 ken dolls.. and bakeries.. houses.. ahhhahaha. cost me a fortune.
13. What subject in school do you think is totally useless? PW. -_-
14. Do you use sarcasm a lot? yeah!! got influenced by my secondary school friends.
15.Have you ever been in a mosh pit? huh?
16. What do you look for in a guy/girl? must have a good heart, able to communicate with me.. good looks.. nice voice =)
17. Would you bungee jump? nooo. im a scaredy-cat
18. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? no
19. What's your favourite ice cream flavour? rum and raisin or vanilla
20. what is your favourite colour? ha. all colors.
21. What is your least favourite thing? no idea.
22. Are you a daredevil? ha. im a scaredy-cat as mentioned earlier.
23. What do you miss most right now? somebody.
24. What are you listening to right now? nth. i dun usually listen to songs on the computer.
25. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? white. u either get neglected or used often.
26. what's the weather like now? cloudless windy night.
27. Last person you talked to on the phone? kimmin
28. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? looks..
30. How are you today? still sick.. tired..
31. Favourite drink? plain water
32. Favourite alcoholic drink? red wine
33. Natural hair colour? jet black
34. Eye colour? brown
35. Wear contacts? yup. acuvue advanced
36. Siblings? none.
37. Favourite month? december
38. Favourite food? im not picky.
39. Last movie you watched? final destination 3
40. Favourite day of the year? none
41. Have you ever been too shy to ask someone out? yepp. im afraid of rejection actually.
42. Scary movies or happy endings? both.
43. Summer or winter? summer. im extremely terrified of cold weather.
44. Hugs or kisses? hugs.
45.Do you want your friends to write back? ok lor.
46. Who is most likely to respond? how should i know.
47. Who is least likely to respond? those who don't want to.
48. What book/magazine are you reading? trying to read "Life of Pi"
49. What's on your mouse pad? i dun use a mouse pad.
50. What did you watch on TV last night? i watch almost all the shows.
51 Favourite Smell? i like the smell of the roads after it rains. i like the smell of my shampoo.
52 do you regret ever breaking up with someone? yuppp. kinda.
53. Time of finishing? 9:27pm

[[ fever fever

9:45 PM

my fever STILL hasn't subsided. since sunday till now.. what the heck is wrong with me? this reminds me of the time i was sick for 2 weeks.. that was such a horrible period of time.
missed 2 training already. i don't know if i can make it tomorrow.

actually 6E is a nice class! seriously!
sigh. bo chao is damn wei da lor.. she just volunteered to go 6E in my place. and not forgetting pengsing who volunteered first.. i felt damn guilty. i told the teacher i didn't mind staying in 6E.. but he just wouldn't listen, saying that it was unfair to me. how fair is it to bo chao then?
I never should have made the appeal.. at least i would feel better.. they say it's okay.. im trying to assure myself that it's ok too. bo chao is so nice. sigh. today is the first time i saw yongxian cry.. very xin tong lor.. i think the whole class was damn sad.. sigh.
the school forces us to make decisions.. that are ironically not our choice. we don't want anyone to leave.. it hurts. it really does.

ok special mention here: DUNJIE OUR CT REP ROCKS! =D
he today really damn cham. the teacher asked him to make the worst decision in 2 minutes. (choose whether i should stay in 6E or roll the dice to choose someone to go 6E) or he'd be the one to leave 6D. i could imagine the immense pressure he felt.. sigh. i wanted him to say let me stay in 6E.. but he couldn't bring himself to do it. what a good ct rep lar. the teacher still keep on bullying him. wth!!! can see he almost going to break down liao. sigh... today i really saw the emotional side of everyone in the class.. dunjie.. yongxian... weiye..puayhian.. de ren.. pengsing.. limyuan.. chunkang.. samuel.. T_T ok EVERYONE lar. 6D isn't as disunited as people think.. we're just.. lazy. but we're all emotionally attached to the class.. i hope we can remain united.. and.. i have to apologise for being such a brat at times.. and causing unhappiness? i hope after this ordeal everyone (including myself) will learn to put the class before themselves and keep the class spirit high =)
and, to bo chao, once a roller always a roller! (: you're forever a 6D-ian! <3

[[ HELL

11:32 PM

the fever refuses to subside. i feel damn dizzy. sunday fever until now not fun lor. and im running out of the paracetamol tablets that the doc gave. i was stunned by the variety of medicine i had to eat lar.

1. pink cough syrup. nice.
2. red and brown antibiotics. -_-
3. white+blue paracetamol for muscle ache
4. red tablets for fever/pain
5. small white tablets for fever/pain
6. the usual orange lozenges (which never ever work) for sorethroat

yar that's about it. everyday i eat so much medicine and i don't see myself getting better.
in addition, today must have been one of the worse days in my wretched life.
no. one of the worse days in my otherwise happy life.
i miss 6D. i know u all miss me too xP
sigh. my new 6E classmate says that 6E is very fun. i hope so.
but in the meantime, im still trying evrything i can to get back to 6D.
however, there's only one possible way now. do a mutual swap. -_- oh please. who would be so kind to give up their space for me?! even if someone is so kind, i die die also dunwan. damn evil lar. sigh sigh sigh.

6D is so supportive lar. thanks =) damn touched when chunkang kept patting me on the shoulder saying "we're behind u! don't cry!!!"
and not forgetting all the other ppl who consoled me as well.. too many to name liao lar.
yushan is in 6D liao. but im out. so what's the use??
sigh. i don't think i can go for training tml. i miss playing table tennis. but if i play tml i will die..
sigh..
today really cry until eyes swollen liao. i did a very good job controlling my tears at the beginning, but when xiaobai came to console me, i just started sobbing lah! den cannot stop liao. now my eyes damn pain. even more pain than when i watched i not stupid 2. -_-

i hope everything turns out fine.

THIS IS HELL.

[[ what do they all know

they've got it all wrong.

this is so unfair,

they're playing our song.

[[ sick

7:44 PM

i seriously shouldn't have walked around in orchard on sunday trying to find maxxy's present, knowing full well i was sick.

I shouldn't have gone to school on monday, knowing full well i was sick.

I shouldn't have gone to the polyclinic which had a SUPER LONG QUEUE today, knowing full well i was sick.

I should have gone to the private clinic straightaway, knowing full well i was sick.

ok enuff about that. i almost wanted to drop dead and die while walking outside. my voice sounds horrible now. i sound like a frog. "croak, croak" and i had to prepare ice water and a towel to ice myself -.- no one's here to take care of me.. so i'll just have to take care of myself.

yay ming's appeal got through! jialin's appeal to nj also got through! =)))) damn happy for them!
alex and yushan too! =DD yayee. hope yushan comes 6D.

[[ move along

10:13 PM

wensi is very ill today.
sigh. actually i dunwan go school one! but.. there was some motivation
=)heh. damn crazy liao.

___:D
im still havin a horrible headache and fever now lar. actually i should stay home tml.
but there's econs tutorial, physics lab...
argh. still got training. think i can't go liao.
hai. =( ming's appeal failed. im feeling damn rotten. but like jup says, we all have to move along. no point crying over spilt milk.. no matter how hard we bleed, how hard we fall.. we have to pick ourselves up and move on.

should i take H1 chinese? if i do, i will be separated from 6D. i think 6D is the best class ever lor. seriously. everyone is so nice lar. i really can't bear to leave them. but taking h1 chinese gives me 1 bonus mark in uni admission!
im in a HUGE dilemma.

[[ this is so unfair.

[[ leave behind

12:09 AM

i saw you just now.

damn.

the feeling comes back to me again.

after all of this time

i can't leave us behind.

i think i left myself behind

with you.

i may seem nonchalant.

i am just hiding the way i feel.

i don't dare to look into your eyes

i don't want to lose myself again.

i don't want to tear my heart open again.

you left me behind in some desolate place

now i don't know how to get out on my own.

what a strange connivance love is

the more i know it is a deception

the more i want to believe in it

wensi has a split personality. like seriously man. =X

[[ stupid.

8:00 PM

wensi is stupid. lol.
today while serving a ball i hit my right knee with my bat -_- damn pain.
actually i hit before many times liao. but today, the force was so great that i got a deep cut and it started bleeding. so dumb. rarely see ppl bleeding when playing tt.
___(:

im in a good mood today. im in a good mood every day. =)
xiaobai says i appear to be very happy every day. so when im in a bad mood even woodblock jeremy can sense it. lol. am i? am i a happy person? ha. i guess so.
i get really happy over the little things in life. the little gestures, the little words of appreciation.. the little nods of recognition and acceptance..
i love my life. although one part of it is still waiting to be filled up, i don't feel empty all the time.
puay hian (a.k.a tarot master and laoda's laoda) helped me read my fortune with tarot cards haha. the cards say i have to wait. and the ending will be a good one. =)
good things are worth waiting for.. yupp.

all i know is i have to buck up for chem. totally embarrased myself at chem tutorial today. lol. sorry lor.. i've been sleeping thru all the chem lectures. :X
well i didn't sleep today.i found bonding very cute. esp the cute dotandcross diagrams. the teacher also veh funny. tml phy lect, mr thomas even cuter can! i like the way he speaks and acts.. it's like damn mr. bean cum art attack guy. they have the same accent!

__when it becomes hard to get along with the person you love.. what do you do? i can leave you behind but i can't leave us behind.

[[ Nobody gets too much heaven no more

It's much harder to come by

I'm waiting in line

Nobody gets too much love anymore

It's as high as a mountain

And harder to climb

7:52 PM

my beloved flip flaps! =D the red one is from my buds in 6D (: and the orange one is from my sweetest angel derkoon ((: