[[ fu ck.
1:22 AM
i don't know who to turn to now.
talking to someone who indulges in self pity isn't helping much.
and xuehao is damn dao now. in fact he's been very dao lately. okay. damn zibei liao.
if you think u're so capable, volunteer to be the welfare rep. I QUIT.
life sucks.
i can't start crying now. i'd be so damn weak.
and that's what i don't wanna be.
okay maybe everyone hates me. so what? i still have my friends.
i love myself. that's all that matters.
i have so much angst inside me it's unreal.
if i say i don't care about what other people think of me, hell yeah i'm lying.
this is hell. save me from this life.
maybe other people are starving in another part of the world.. probably 50% of the world is much worse off than me. my problems are so insignificant compared to other unfortunate people. i am so fortunate i shouldn't complain so much. this makes me feel so much better. =)
where is everybody.
where am i?
where do we go from here?
peaceout):