[[ i am such a wreck.
11:42 PM
i tend to reject the people who are nice to me.i tend to protect myself from the people who are nice to me and let those who hurt me in.
why am i such a wreck.
i don't want to be like this. i hate this. this is the first time i've hated anything before. i hate myself for being this way.
the better u treat me, the more i push u away.
so why did i open myself up just to get hurt over n over again by you..
i have self torturing tendencies. except i dun dare to hurt myself. lol. not physically of course.
peishan says this is sinful.
i agree. she says i should learn to accept. i know i should.
why can't i just do myself a favour and accept the nice people around me?
maybe because i think i'm not worth it? someone offered me this explanation before. i don't think so.. there must be some other reason.
but.. what? please enlighten me..
peaceout. )):
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