[[ schizophrenia.

2:10 PM

sian.
NO. i cannot begin with the word sian. or i'll feel sian.
HAPPY. =D i finally have a new friend.
GREAT!
LOL.
what should i do now? yah. blog about something.
=DD *BIG SMILE* later i shall go watch the SAFRA comp! YAY.
i FINALLY have something to do besides staring at the computer screen and then turning towards the window every 10 minutes to look at the GREENERY.
*turns towards the window*
green is supposed to be soothing.. how come i dun feel soothed?
*looks at my blue bed*
blue is supposed to make people feel sad.. well i feel sad most of the time.
*looks at my oversized yellow reebok teeshirt*
brrr. yellow is supposed to make people feel happy. how come this shirt only brings back sad memories?
*looks at my conversation window*
great. pink. =DDD
zZzzZz u must be thinking i am rather out of my mind to post such a meaningless entry..
well there is some meaning. i think. there is a reason for every action...
but sometimes i don't see reason in any of my actions.
STOP.
i am thinking too much again. if i go deeper i will go bang my head on the wall or something.
yeah i shall go practice how to smile in front of the mirror again. my plastic smile.
plastic life.
STOP.
stop being so pessimistic.
conclusion: wensi is schizophrenic.