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4:33 PM

hahah. just came back from TT chalet. ok not just lar. a few hours ago. i flopped onto my bed at 12:30 pm after watching some kids central cartoon entitled winx club. lol. i am full of tong zhen.

TT chalet was..... fun. but we only had one small pathetic room at downtown east. omg omg omg. rvtt so big lah. book one room. jason!!!! grrr. we had to take turns to sleep. the beds could hold 9 people lah. den usually someone sleeps on the floor. poor thing! wallau i always get scolded by ppl for sleeping too much. ESPECIALLY WEIQUAN! hurmph. i only fell asleep after 5:30am lor. i know cuz i heard someone send me a message at 5:35am. and i was deliberating whether to go reply it cuz i couldn't fall asleep anyway.

i've been umpiring the SAFRA championships for the past 2 days. it's hard work, especially for a noob umpire like me. wahhhh. sibei jialat. first match i umpired was guowei's. counted the score wrongly. however he was rather nice and said thank you at the end of it lah. den the next match was xuehao's. again my slow brain found it hard to process the scores lah. den he had to remind me of the score. hahaha thank you very much=). he seems like a nice guy.

and i really have a problem with seeing whether the ball brushes across the net. lol. or whether the ball hits the white line. grrr. and the place ar, no blockers in between the tables. the balls keep on rolling into the playing area. grrr. and i have to say "let", "let" and "let" again. the players look at me with a pissed off face as if it's my fault. -_-"

hahahha my fave team to umpire was xinmin. cuz i know them.. umpired them in the B division championships. hahah there's this really cute boyboy. ng jian wei. yesh. =)) however, in the match between xinmin and hwachong "A", i sufferred like siao lah. they play almost every match 3:2, den the big score was 3:2 oso. so i took a VERY long time to finish. i finished last, in fact. thankyou xuankai for sitting behind me to wait for me to finish. kimmin's fave umpire yushun said i was slow and was reluctant to give me the money. grrr. act cute lah he. i desperately need money now. ahhhh. hope i can umpire top 10. that way i can earn more money. but zhiyuan say the places all filled up le. *sobs*

now i have become more pro at umpiring le lah. except the coin flipping part. -_-" haaai.

me and jialin veh fa hua chi leh. i oso buey tahan myself. we can do without guys. yesh. =) love doesn't have to hurt but it usually does.. being too serious in anything isn't good. especially relationships. yeah maybe i'll meet someone who can break down the walls i have built around myself. i hope i do.

well actually it's very easy to do so lah. i'm very gullible and i just believe anything anyone says lah. so the walls i have built around my heart are actually a facade. haha. i'm so stupid. nvm. double ok. i veh strong one. lol.

what a long entry. phew. i'm going back to my tv. i love my tv. and myself. and no one else. x)

[[ i tear my heart open

i sew myself shut

my weakness is that i care too much

the scars remind us that the past is real

i tear my heart open

just to feeeeel.